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Help Yourself to My Garden

by TOPAZ

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Sirens 04:08
i wait i try to find the hate it happened all today blisters in my face parade what's good is never great a wonderful array now there are sirens in my way sirens i won't call you baby till you want me so i'll never had to stay free tomorrow but you couldn't tell me after sirens are in my way sirens are here to stay
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a gold slate my home base we'll drive, split ways i still fall cloned destitute i had control influenced a hollow home it's where i belong right here i'll admit it's fear, it's fear a force of habit try not to react we'll split the atom it glows for blind eyes i don't know my mistake you don't feel when i move off the grid always here my winter you gave away my last hooray i'm always here to stay force me out over the highway i drive right by islands of pesticide question why?
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Drip/Drop 04:57
all it takes to instigate the harder i fall embracing it all go in it's hollow a predicate to wasting your crooked follow i'll wait till it's autumn for now it's hot I drip/drop growing pains a hidden stain arrive on a star the placement is hard don't deface what i said it's a wasted hour the lines always seem crossed out when i look at the sky i'll dine on fire don't ask me why you took away a proper place i'll fight all night to drop your kind the twisted way the skin obeys a holiday alone, is it well? 'lone i'll visit well alone, is it well?
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Troublemaker 04:05
let's take a minute to believe you're caught still got tricks all up your sleeve can't run but now there really is no need the ghost knows to put us into the gutter i wanna know that i'm innocent these street police will wake up our guests this creature that comes out in my head another credit to the top the mirror is a cop chlorine days, the crestfall shock confusion ties the knot treasure spent for trouble bought troublemaker, troublemaker i was there to start the war i sold the craving a perfect crew that i adore pushing daisies a clean break won't stop the flood to begin rent free another problem within cold feet but now i walk on quicksand don't invest in what's not bought to remedy a thought a tidal wave hits ocean rocks no trace of us the crime that pays divides the flock troublemaker, troublemaker
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Dry Cycle 04:36
hopeless now i'm lost to the trouble a stagnant trip i can't resist applause for this it's the only thing i ask to lay down in the grass a floor of broken glass with horrors one can't grasp i'm sold the one that makes me whole you hug but you can't hold just throw me like a stone where do i begin the common sense of a man that wears a mask i'm falling back but still in tact i'm just a stat drive home you reign eternal foe it wouldn't hurt to know diving second show alive naked as we came first try not even afraid dry cycle
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Bored Walk 03:29
gold, rightfully so it sings belt is fastening don't, be apropos with me until the sun's high light hits me out on the board walk the rays describe the scene no wave controlling consoling corrosive instance holed up in a chest desperate for a nest the moon looks out over the sea it's not already there callin sound am i already there? close whisper just like my own child dressed in tone under the guarded spot placed in the rain at home draggin electric shock carpet is sinking on us i don't have to guess holiest at best i'll be right at the bored walk
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Living Soil 05:06
losing my way for illusion's sake when i walk out i'm seeing a blue sky i'm seeing a blue yeah when i walk out you see with a loose eye you see with a loose it's everything you are grow it in a day fake it's not too late i woke in a crime slide on royal dimes the lane is crossed now a fever of you the lane is crossed now when i walk out i'm seeing a blue it's everything you are i'm seein it's blue you better come correct the collective ask
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Tricks 05:08
the glow is mold behold the show nobody knows my name promises fear the shame sell you the tricks of the trade locked in a rolling state to tow the line you'll say goodbye like it or not training to analyze taking a ride movements aside, i stay here for a while back in the file fake it or not trading outlets of mine for every line need to remind that i'm hurt by a single taste dropped in a restless lake distance can lead to decay polished in every way two separate hands intertwined singing high don't play that trick laugh when it sticks don't play that trick they think i'm sick first one to see the last call which one is me contrast the fall the last call tight undress your life's a vest i finally guess this present mess quiet test, a liar's nest hits me i know that the ideas out the ideas out don't play tricks on me
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Sterling 03:23
silence don't mean that can't look away entranced i'd say and i'd place a diamond ring around you around you a prized dance closely had remains unchanged real dirty brain my mind plays the darkest games without you without you
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Always Up 06:44
i'm always up don't hesitate my wounds are cut cry all you want courageous ways a bombs gone off slow notes broken tires strike in my heart is over trade it back to the owner dive right into the lower drag me away i'm always up damn try to take the rest of me cause i'm always up prized to only time won't go away see the face of yesterday alive calling us, calling us i'm always up drowsy who knocked? showing to now i'm always up roll into simple shapes light will take away march into foreign maze climbing all the way i'm always up
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but i don't let go when i'm here and you seem to know what drives clear only you can make what grows we'll stash away flowers enshrined hours go by the soil waits for day to break as it is as it is hooray a sunny day help yourself to my garden

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released June 9, 2020

written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Zack Johnson
art by João Coutinho

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